hey! where the real dudes at???

so yea

on some real ish...

i dont understand why a dude cant be real with a gal these days. like this dude know i like him and all and i mean im not tryna be too aggressive as justine would say but i just dont get it...like i mean we cool but lately ive been feeling like he gotta act a certain way around me. and he being real fraud.

ex: i walked pass this dude and didnt say nothing..it was two in the morning and he was with this girl so i was like oh okay bro caked up in the A.M hours...its nothing..........i mean i aint/cant get mad cuz he aint my BF so he good...i was on a mission and didnt even think twice about speaking. well on my way back they ran off into the night. i was going to speak then but they were M.I.A!!! LOL i laugh because this ish is funny...anyways

this dudes gets home or maybe he was in her room...[who knows] and gets on facebook..by this time im online as well and he messages me....talking about...hey...at first im like okay he probably only messaging me cuz i didnt speak and hes tryna see if im mad cuz i saw him wit a female or something...i hesitate to write back cuz im thinking...as soon as i write back he's going to sign off and leave a ninja hanging!

but my friendly a-star-star writes him back anyways and what do u know...he immediately..SIGNS OFF

at this point im laughin real hard cuz i predicted this would happen..gave him the benefit of the doubt thinking this dude REAL and what not...uh uh

he just like the rest...

i just thought that was a fraud a-star-star move.

people say i crush a lot..

its cuz it aint no real a-star-star dudes out there...well i havent met one yet...so im thinking.....i like this dude and 24 hours after i start to feel him some bs happens and im sitting here like.. REALLY?????

i mean idk...am I over doing this????...i mean im not gone lie..he still cool ppl..

i just thought that was shady...

and then for him to sign off....

Ima really start acting brand new with these fraud dudes cuz they aint about nothing....

but im let it go and act like everything is everything...

cuz in the end

im looking at myself in the mirror not no fraud mark

so ima just chill on it and let it ride

cuz im too REAL and ima G so its whatever

im out

L.C